Since my break-up with Smalls I have decided to delete my Myspace profile. I loved Myspace but felt that for my own sanity that I just needed to leave for awhile. It was getting much too intense and passive aggressive on the break up front. It was really the last straw when a friend I hadn't spoken to in about a year already knew the new girl's name that I was dating and that it was controversy causing within my group of friends. There was no way she would have known if it wasn't for my ex telling a friend who told her ex who happened to be my friend. It was just much too weird and I decided a mental health break from the fake yet ever so real on-line community just wasn't necessary for my life.
But alas I missed the said faux reality of on-line life and felt the real pull to write in a space that can be designated for public viewing and what-not. I miss writing and I am sad because I dismissed my profile without copying my previous blogs which makes me kind of sad. But at the same time I have decided that letting go of my myspace as well as my old blogs is a way of letting go of my past and moving on to my future. Not that I want to dismiss my previous friends and experiences but just that I want to be open to new possibilities and experiences and friends and not be bogged down by past baggage.
So welcome...here goes nothing...
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